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Dina Valencia sent us the near death experience story of her husband, Diego.
(Pay particular attention to the guides, perhaps angels, messengers, that he witnessed.)
I left my body and flew to a place which was still, as if in
the gravity of a first floor, before beginning an escalation
into the gravity of life. It was a dark dimness.

I talked with some beings that told me I was in a total risk,
vital, transition, but I could ascend further still and talk with
someone who would decide if I would come back to my
body or not. They said that the more I would ascend, there
would be tremendous experiences as the possibility of
coming back would decrease.

It was probable that the same beings who were talking to
me now would bring me back. It was like a train station
where many beings chattered and the colors of that
dimension were brownish. Further away there were
grayish entities that were helped by guides in order to
definitely leave their terrestrial life. There was not any true color besides the tones from
black and brown to white.
I saw people I knew on earth who greeted me and continued their ascension. The guides
told me I was in the threshold of death. I wondered if the persons who were dying and
leaving their bodies in that moment knew where they were. The guides that accompanied
me were kind, tactful and very compliant, but impenetrable when certain questions were
asked, and when they did, they answered with only a smile. The communication was by
telepathy and they knew instantly what I was thinking, but their answers were essential,
concise and certain.

My guides were very calmed, unadorned and with a tender sense of humor. It was then that
the judgment began -
only I was the one who judged myself. Although they considered
everything was evident, they allowed me to understand all the contradictions, actions, guilt
and non-guilt which I was feeling from the events of my life. They comforted me with
precise words and calmed me. When I felt within myself a violent dialogue, justifying or
blaming myself, they made me understand that it was all within the game of evolution and,
that in the depth, the events of my life were
intranscendental.

Then I had the sensation that I was still in a foggy place near earth. They told me I could
take the decision to continue, but it was with a maximum risk for my physical body or life.
Then, identifying myself with my "Diego" ego in the earthly realm, I accepted to continue
since the guides were willing to accompany me. I worried because of the risk.
Nevertheless, I accepted discretely and humbly, although with the haughtiness of my earth
identity that wanted to have the experience. At the same time my cosmic conscience
allowed me to take the decision without panic.

We then began to ascend at great speed without friction or effort, as when one is falling but
instead ascending. I was in a state of reverberation - hearing a zooming sound and feeling
a little dizzy as though in a car at great speed. The guides then seemed to have
disappeared. In that moment, I understood my panic. I asked myself if I could resist the
situation. Suddenly, with a great scandal of voices, I began to judge myself, to blame
myself, to make decisions that belonged to their own code of existence. In that moment,
everything was valid and excusable because it was understood that my own position was a
small humble position in an open game of evolution. If other proposals seemed more valid,
they were humbly accepted because in the depth, there was no real guilt.

After simultaneous cultural, legislative and theological ideas exploded within me, the
answer of the guides was "intranscendence" and they pronounced that word with a smile.
All the actions I considered so important were not so. Suddenly, my mind was allowed to
rest in a quiet place in order to further ascend through a translucent tunnel with a light that
seemed rather yellowish in opacity. Then I saw many beings, some ascending, some
descending. Two of them were known to me on the earth realm, and I had not seen them
for more than 20 years. I also met people unknown to me then, whom I met many years
later in their bodies on the earth realm. I asked one of the two persons I did know what he
was doing there, and he told me he had had a very serious health problem and almost
died; but, the health problem had already been solved by the doctors. This is the reason he
was going back to his body. Nevertheless, another friend who was a friend of my family for
many years was leaving the earth realm in a definite way, so was I told.

Then came some guides to take the friend who had been ill back to earth through a
tubular shape in descent. I also observed other tubular shapes
through which other souls were ascending, and among them, the lady
known to me and my family whose body had died. I inquired if the lady
could go back, but they said her time was over and that she had
definitely left her body. I felt the energy of the lady perturbed, because
she was confused since she did not know she was dead; but I
avoided meeting her. In that moment my guides smiled.

A different lap started in which the path was transparent, silent and
compliant. I felt the pleasure of having my conscience in total calm,
together with the tender but distant company of the guides and other
entities which I could not see. Suddenly I saw another path where all
the dead members of my family appeared, among them my father.
I then entered another stage with a moment of unconsciousness, but I recovered quickly. It was as though I would
have crossed a purifying sauna, plunging into unconsciousness; but, I soon noticed my consciousness was intact.
I understood I had undertaken a risk of no return and with repentance asked to come back because I knew I had
already crossed the threshold of death. In that place, everything was brighter, although still not so much. I felt that
only the identity of the affections I had for my family on earth, motivated me to come back to my body. I had then a
slight, but vital sensation of unrest and anguish, because I again understood I had traversed the threshold, so I
asked my guides for an answer. They told me that the decision did not depend on them anymore because we
found ourselves in realms that were not of their reach. The answer made me feel dazzled. I asked them if they
could keep on accompanying me because I wanted to have a dialogue with someone. They kindly accepted. I felt
a nostalgic abandonment. I later had the sensation that they took my hand.

We then shot ourselves out at a greatly cold, mentholated speed with acute cosmic sounds, pure and deep echoes
and the brilliance of a light - so white, almost metallic -  in which I felt us flying within an agreeable and refreshing
wind. There were warm and exquisite odors and suddenly a fog and a flat floor on which I saw the guides standing.
From the white fog appeared a tremendously golden luminous figure -  an androgynous being radiating a light as
bright as the sun but not hurting my sight. The figure was well delimitated and began approaching me, becoming
bigger in size as it came nearer until I saw it a little bigger than myself. I was invaded by such a free satisfaction
and wonder from seeing such a beautiful being that my mind was incapable of understanding. I almost lost
conscience of myself - becoming one with him in that immense sensation. I was consoled by this compassionate
being.

In that runaway happiness, and with only a thread of conscience left, I turned towards my guides and whispered, "I
deeply thank you for this immense experience, but I have to go back to the earth realm to undertake unsatisfied
small tasks." They answered that my life would go on, nevertheless just as tortuous as it had been, with only a few
attainments. My life would only last for the time that was planned by destiny. Almost nothing of what was planned
could be changed.

In my great pride and haughtiness, I remained before this wonderful being that transcended me of whom I felt a
small part within me and whose kind and definite answer I waited for. I turned again and looked at this being of
light, directly, at a distance of about half a meter. He was a being of powerful, beautiful and extraordinary energy,
but I could not see his face. I had the feeling that if I did, it would be the equivalent of staying. Suddenly, the being
made me feel an infinitely tender and noble embrace which is not possible to describe. I understood and thanked
him because everything now was possible, even refusing to stay, for I had reasons to go back to earth.

In wonderment, I saw how he extended his right arm. Between us there was a dark abyss which I could pass by,
jumping if I took his hand, except that no return would be possible. He told me I was free to take my own decision,
an offer for which I looked at him thankfully and satisfied. Inclining my head, I breathed exquisite and refreshing air.
The being of light who looked at me with identification and condescendence slowly descended his hand and went
away becoming ever smaller. He was a being of pure love, wisdom, light and energy. The guides appeared then
again, curious and kind, and were ready to take me back. I jumped and fell down at horrendous speed with the
sensation of a fire ball. I could not stand the friction and the unbearable noise. At the moment of maximum friction
and sound, I accepted that I would die rather than to stand the sensation. But to my surprise, the guides told me
telepathically with luminous words, to relax because I soon would arrive.

I then felt an explosion of white and red marmalade and traveled through it contrary to its flux. I finally fell with a dry
and heavy fall, weighing tons, to see myself sitting on my bed with my eyes open and burning. I felt a deep pain
near my heart, a pain almost unbearable, and a great difficulty to breathe. My body was rigid. My arms could not
move. My feet were frozen and I could not move them either. I could only allow threads of air to enter my lungs or
else they would hurt. I felt a little dizzy and the pain in my chest was still intense. I was unconscious for a moment,
but when I managed to move my waist, I closed my eyes and laid down. I was still hearing internal and external
noises and zooming.

The pain in my heart lasted with intensity for one hour and a half. I managed to go to the bathroom, feeling as tired
as I ever had in my life. I then went back to bed and slept for 12 hours. When I woke up, I remembered the guides
told me how my wife, my daughter and myself would die. I saw my complete future and that of my daughter. I was
told I would only remember fragments of it in certain moments. The guides told me my life would continue as
tortuous as it had been, but with small satisfactions. It had to be like that because it was programmed that way,
and the purpose, although painful, was very constructive and evolutionary. I could not change it.
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